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Killing For Peace

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

10:00AM - Wuthering Heights


Out on the wiley, windy moors
We'd roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you?
I hated you, I loved you too

Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights

(Chorus) Heathcliff, its me, Cathy come home
I'm so cold, let me in-a-your window

Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I'm coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My one dream, my only master

Too long I roam in the night
I'm coming back to his side to put it right
I'm coming home to wuthering, wuthering,
Wuthering Heights

(Chorus)
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it's me, Cathy
(Chorus)


Current mood: apathetic

Thursday, October 15, 2009

9:47AM - Why Did you Leave?

It's not easy being around and not seeing you... Not knowing when you are coming back , of even if you will come back.. it hurts.. 'cuz even though I haven't known you my whole life.you are important to me.. I admired you. Loved you . You were One of my wise friend, maybe the only one I consider that way.

I know why you do it.. and that you are hurt too .. I just ask you .  to let me know about you.. Don't make me forget you cuz i don't want to ...

I hope. I hope you come back soon. Having accomplished what you were looking for...

I love you ! 


Current mood: crushed

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

5:31PM - Is that a Pimple?


I wanna pop it. I wanna pop it. Wanna pop it.
Wanna pop it. Wanna pop it. Wanna pop it.


Adorable :p

Sunday, October 11, 2009

1:21PM - My new Firma

by : me

My new Firma en Uni.
I'll wear it until new moon comes out

 

Current mood: cold

12:55PM - This is Not Me :(

 

Everything has changed so much. Nothing is like before.
and Im sure this is not me. But Im still afraid. of lose or forget what I am.
I know I haven't changed. I prooved that to myself a couple of months ago.
But I getting used to go nowhere. to be bored. to do the same thing over and over again!.
I dont wanna be sad or regreting everything. But this is killing my soul.
My happiness is fading, if it hasn't yet
 
This is to remind me .. That Im Me. That nothing can change me

Saturday, October 10, 2009

7:09PM






Today I made some changes in my room
it was sort of messy, I guess it was because of the bad distrubution of the furniture...
I got rid of some papers... I keeping them in a box, though. Im gonna set the on fire till see the ashes haha
I wonder why i like fire so much. I remember when I was a kid back there in DR. and sometimes I took
the candels and approched my hair to the flame and burn it ... Or simply stare at the flame for so long ... well I didn't have
anything better to do, I guess, but I've always loved fire.

Going back to the changes in my room. Im planning to buy some frames .. I have lots of pictures that I would like to see everyday!. I made a shell for my books they are not that much cuz I borrow them in  the library.. but they
 are enough :p

Bah!. Im bored of writing ..




1:04AM - My Problem with You - S


I don't know why you keep asking me to resolve things between us.
I don't mean to be mean but everything's just so messed up.
I don't wanna lose you. But i don't wanna to stay this way, either
I rather to move on.
It doesn't I will forget you, I just that I can't take it anymore.
Besides I dont Love you like before



And then you realize that the people you've
known forever don't see things the way you do.
so, you keep the memories but find yourself

moving on..
This Quote is from Nicholas Sparks' Book.
''True Believer''
And it suits me perfect!

Like i Said before. I doesn't mean that I don't like anymore, Does it ?

 

12:45AM - The Alchemist





The story follows a Spanish shepherd boy named Santiago whose dream was always to travel and see different people and cultures. Since he was a boy, he was used to being a shepherd and taking care of his sheep; but still, his desire never went away . Santiago goes to an old gypsy woman to interpret the dream he has had for two nights in a row. The gypsy tells him that his dream is telling him to look for a treasure buried at the Great Pyramids in Egypt. Santiago doesn't really believe her but she tells him if he does find the treasure he must give one tenth of it to her.

He agrees and goes on his way. He sits down on a bench to wait until the sun goes down and takes out his book when an old man named Melchizedek, who calls himself the old king of Salem, sits down right next to him. He teaches him the basics of searching for his dream and about the Personal Legend. Santiago decides to travel towards the pyramids in search of his dream. As he sets off towards the pyramids, Santiago learns that he will have to sacrifice a lot of things to get there. So he sells his sheep and begins his journey. At first he did not know where he was traveling until he arrived in Tangier, Africa. There he is robbed of his money by a thief. However, he meets a crystal merchant in the streets of the marketplace. They become good friends and the merchant allows the boy to work for him.

Within a year, the boy inspires the crystal merchant to change things in his shop. As a result, more customers come by to purchase more crystal and business improves so much that Santiago receives enough money to cover his loss. Eventually, Santiago leaves and begins his journey home. En route, he meets a group of people, including an Englishman who searches for knowledge about alchemy and a two-hundred-year-old alchemist, as they begin to march through the desert in a caravan towards the Pyramids. The Englishman's words inspire Santiago to continue his search for the treasure and join the caravan. After a few months, they arrive at an oasis in the middle of the desert. There, he meets a girl named Fatima, with whom he eventually falls in love. The boy believes that he has found his treasure, as he is in love, and wants to stay with his lover and the people he has just met for the rest of his life. Meanwhile, a war is raging around the oasis. A masked stranger on his horse, reveals himself to be the Alchemist, and begins asking the boy questions on alchemy.

After a day of warfare, the boy sees the Alchemist at sunset, who tells him to pack up and travel with him away from the oasis to the pyramids. After Santiago and the alchemist leave the enemy camp, they stop at an old church near the Pyramids to use the kitchen.After receiving the gold, the boy and the alchemist go their separate ways and Santiago makes it to the Pyramids within three hours. As he listens to his heart, it eventually cries with joy because he has finally made it. The boy begins digging, but is attacked by some muggers. They beat him almost to death. After the boy claims he is digging for treasure one of the muggers reveals he had a dream of a buried treasure himself, thinking it was nothing. The boy knew the place the mugger described and later digs up the treasure.

 

This book has changed my life...
My point of view!.
I loved it

 


Friday, October 9, 2009

3:50PM - Only Yours <3








There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.



And I still crying :'(

3:47PM - Kstew Post/Love



Perfect Little witch

 

3:27PM - GTHOML

GET

THE

HELL

OUT

OF

MY

LIFE

AND I MEAN IT

8:19AM - My current singnature

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тo тнe wιnd ѕo aт laѕт we вegιn 'cυz we ғall нard
we ғall ғaѕтмercy мe
ιт'll never laѕт

7:59AM - God is Everywhere

Now I lay me down

to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep, If I should die before I wake, I pray the

Lord my soul to take

-. Popular Prayer!






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Current mood: energetic

7:50AM - Old Memories - Long way-


Watching
*
 
Wating
*
 
Dreaming
*

Thursday, October 8, 2009

11:25PM - TRYING IT

are we human? or are we dancer/denser?

Current mood: apathetic